cawn's table testing

[nightlily]

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[lightrain]

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[atrb=background,http://i45.tinypic.com/2lb0wb9.jpg] [style=width: 340px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9px; color: #a08f8b; text-align: justify; padding-bottom:20px;background-color:4c3d37; padding:15px;]Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses [/style][style=width: 340px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9px; color: #a08f8b; background-color:4c3d37; padding:15px; text-align: center; text-transform: lowercase]words: WORDS . tagged: PEOPLE . notes: HERE. [/style] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true]

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[cindermist]

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[atrb=background,http://i46.tinypic.com/1zeilpe.jpg] [style=width: 340px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 9px; color: #7c6269; text-align: justify; padding-bottom:20px] Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses [/style] [style=style=width: 340px; font-family: small fonts; font-size: 7px; color: #7c6269; text-align: center; text-transform: uppercase]words: WORDS . tagged: PEOPLE . notes: HERE. [/style] [atrb=border,0,true][atrb=width,400,true][atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,0,true]

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[cindermist]

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Some nights, I stay up cashing in my bad luck / Some nights, I call it a draw / Some nights, I wish that my lips could build a castle / Some nights, I wish they'd just fall off / But I still wake up, I still see your ghost / Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for oh / What do I stand for? What do I stand for? / Most nights, I don't know anymore... / oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh / oh woah, oh woah, oh woah oh oh / This is it, boys, this is war - what are we waiting for? / Why don't we break the rules already? / I was never one to believe the hype - save that for the black and white / I try twice as hard and I'm half as liked, but here they come again to jack my style / And that's alright; I found a martyr in my bed tonight / She stops my bones from wondering just who I am, who I am, who I am / Oh, who am I? Oh, who am I? mmm... mmm... / Well, Some nights, I wish that this all would end / Cause I could use some friends for a change / And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again / Some nights, I always win, I always win... / But I still wake up, I still see your ghost / Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh / What do I stand for? What do I stand for? / Most nights, I don't know... (come on) / So this is it? I sold my soul for this? / Washed my hands of that for this? / I miss my mom and dad for this?

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[cindermist]

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Hey Miss Murder can I? / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Make beauty stay if I, / Take my life? / Whoa-oh-ohh (ohh) / Dreams of his crash won’t pass / Oh, how they all adored him / Beauty will last when spiraled down. / The stars that mystify / He left them all behind. / And how his children cried / He left us all behind. / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Make beauty stay if I, / Take my life? / Whoa-oh-ohh / What's the hook, the twist / Within this verbose mystery? / I would gladly bet my life upon it. / That the ghost you love, your ray of light / Will fizzle out without hope. / We're the empty set just floating through, wrapped in skin / Ever searching for what we were promised. / Reaching for that golden ring we'd never let go, / but who would ever let us put put our filthy hands upon it? / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Make beauty stay if I, / Take my life? / Whoa-oh-ohh / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Hey Miss Murder can I? / Make beauty stay if I, / Take my life? / Whoa-oh-ohh

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[cindermist]

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The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can't control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!

[Chorus]
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can't control it
Cause if I let him out
He'll tear me up
And break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!

I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it's just a dream
Or maybe it's inside of me
Stop this monster!

[Chorus]
I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I've become
The nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster

I feel it deep within,
It's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I'm gonna lose control
Here's something radical
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster

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[cindermist]

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[bg=342230] "Hey... It's me again. I know it's pretty late... Right, well, I just... Wanted to know if you were alright. Call me later. See ya." As the tone sounded and the automatic voice rung over, her thumb unconsciously slipped to the replay button, the phone pressed loosely against her ear. Everything was silent though than the slightly rusty sound of Garrett's voice ringing through the speaker of her old replacement phone, and she hated it. Not just the silence, but the fact that he'd called again and instead of just deleting to it, she'd gone and listened to the message, just to hear his voice. She'd been slipping up and doing that more than she should have been lately, but it was something she couldn't stop. As the message finished for the third time, Maddison let out a long breath, deleting the missed call and dropping her phone onto the bed beside her. The white light of the hospital room was doing nothing for her, only leaving a jittering feeling in her chest behind the numbness that was currently her ribs. If it had been her choice, she'd be back at Vivian's just living off store-bought painkillers. But, Sam had forced her to the hospital itself to be stitched up, despite knowing how much she hated the places. Hospitals made her think too much of when she was younger, of her first times in the fights, of the times she was stabbed and Amy's murder, and how by lying there after being in the rings, she'd gone and broken the promise to Morgan she'd sworn to herself she was never going to break. The doctor had given her the all clear to leave, there wasn't anything they could do for broken ribs and small injuries, but she needed to be home with someone. Which led to a problem. Vivian and Derek were at some Soriyan function and wouldn't be back at theirs till late the next night, and Morgan must have been otherwise engaged seeing as he didn't want to pick up his phone. She usually wouldn't mind, but that meant if she wanted to get out, she was going to have to bother people she really didn't want to. Any Soriyan was out of the question, and waking Chase would be a death sentence. That only left one person she could possibly call on, and the fact he'd just called was enough to hint that he was wide awake, even at one in the morning. The thing was she didn't want to call him. It was too dangerous for him to have anything to do with her right at that moment, especially now Isaac knew that one of her friends were in on his little scheme. Wrapping her fingers back around the phone, Maddison let out a long breath. She definitely hated this. The lights, the chemical smell, the fact she was numb and couldn't even go home to sleep it off by herself, and she couldn't even find it in herself to stop being a coward and trust in his abilities enough to call her best friend when she really needed him, needed to see him, hear him properly instead of just though the stupid voice mails that kept coming through. No, she was not going to cry over the stupid emotions that were building up in her chest, pricking at her eyes over things she'd gone and got involved in herself. But apparently the rest of her didn't agree on this, a few tears escaping down her bruised cheek. God she probably looked worse off than she ever had, with a black eye and her bottom lip split with a bruise developing down her jaw. Not to mention the fact her arm was in a sling to take some of the weight off her injured shoulder and there were too many bandages around both her wrists to try and sooth her raw, bloodied knuckles. Her clothes were still the ones she'd had in the ring, a now blood-splattered gray tank-top and thin black shorts that were just as coated in the blood. God, just thinking about her clothes made her gag all over again. The smell of it was stuck in her nose and just the sight that Sam had left behind, the blood everywhere across the ring floor and the clotted strings that had been stuck to the wire where his skull had smashed. It took all her effort to hold herself back from attempting to throw up. That wouldn't end well when she hadn't eaten or drank anything since breakfast. The more she let her thoughts get away, the less resolve she had until finally, she snatched up the pone, blinking away tears as she flicked through her contacts till she found his name. Pressing call before she could convince herself otherwise, Maddison dropped her head back, phone held to her ear. She was partly relieved when it hit voice mail, he'd probably already gone back to sleep or hadn't heard his phone, which was for the best. The only thing was, now she had the explain didn't she? “Hi Gar,” she murmured, her voice coming out raw after not talking for hours. Clearing it with a small cough, she let out a long sigh. “I... There's so much, I want to tell you but... I can't, not like this... If... If you're still awake,” she glanced toward the clock. “Could you do me a huge favor? I'm at St. Dean's and, I need someone to sign me out... if, you get this in the morning just, delete it... but... yeah.” Biting back a sob, she pressed her head back into the pillows and hung up, throwing the phone to the bottom of the bed and holding her hands over her mouth. This was just getting stupid now. 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[style=background-color:#392b21; color:#9a8474; padding:10px; width:430px; font-family:georgia; font-size:9px; text-align: justify;]Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone / Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses

I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses

Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone / Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses

I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses

Hey, How we breath And how we choke / The night is black Your heart is broke / Oh into shaves And into shards / We smash like glass We fall like stars / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / I'll call you Holy Moses / You got no name You're just a number / You're still a stranger You got no shame / I watch you walking / You look like smoke / It should be haunting But no one's watching / Leave me alone / Leave me alone / I know I'll pay for this / I know I'll pay for this / Even though you say I don't believe you / And I, I call you Holy Moses

I know, I know you're keeping all your secrets to yourself / I know, I know you're holding onto mine as well / But you look like a dead man, Yeah you're all skin and bones / There's nothing I can do for you now, Holy Moses oh.. / You're still a stranger, You're on the make / You've got this fever You're such a snake / I hope you're happy It's such a shame / You wear the snakeskin I wear the blood yeah / Leave it alone / Leave it alone / I know you're dangerous / I know you're dangerous / Oh, I know the broken-hearted sing 'Hallelujah' / Everybody sing 'Hallelujah' / Even though I mean nothing to you / I call you Holy Moses

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the only solution was to stand and fight

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[style=width:350px; text-transform: lowercase; text-align: justify;]Eh. Looked warm enough and tasted warm enough. She didn’t think it’d give anyone food poisioning at least. Maddison lifted her head, glancing toward the counter, only to frown as the cat leapt down onto the barstool. Okay? She didn’t move for a moment, just blinked a few times, watching as it jumped down awkwardly from the stool, flinching slightly at the landing. “Hey, sweetheart, you okay?” She called out, taking a few steps forward as the cat started limping forward. Absently, Maddison put the bowl on the counter, head tilting slightly as she moved after the cat curiously, brow furrowed slightly. Now, this had never happened before. Usually, it was food and chat in the kitchen, before eventually letting the feline back outside to go where it was she went. Leaving the room never happened, and honestly, it had the woman off guard.

Maybe it just wanted the litter or to actually explore for once or… something. She wasn’t sure. Moving into the living room, she stopped at the door, one hand resting on the frame as she watched the cat move behind one of the couches. Okay? She didn’t move from that position, though her head turned slightly to glance up the hall, before back again, alert for any scratching of any sort. Though, she’d never had any troubles with the cat before. She wasn’t sure how long she stood there, staring blankly at the couch, but then there was a noise, and Maddison froze completely. "H-hey..." Uh what? Her brain didn’t process what was going on straight away. All she knew was that a girl’s head had risen from the back of the couch, and wasn’t making eye contact.

"I'm... Um, I'm the cat... That... Yeah, um... I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." She was… Maddison kicked her brain back into action, straightening ever so slightly. No way, she… Really? The cat was actually a kid? Another shifter? Seriously? Did she just attract them like a light did bugs or something? Not that she said anything. She wasn’t sure she could get her mouth to work at that stage. "Tha-thank you for the food, it... It was nice and... Thank you, I'm sorry." Okay, wait just a tick. She needed to actually think this through instead of standing there in disbelief. The girl didn’t look more than fourteen, and judging by the way she was looking, she wasn’t exactly expecting a pleasant reaction. Part of her knew she should be angry, or hurt or something, considering this person had been coming in acting like an animal for the last… However long it even was!

But how was she meant to? She opened her mouth to speak, but closed it again after a moment, before sucking in a deep breath. Okay. Friendly brown cat is actually a kid, and incredibly apologetic one. Who she really needed to actually react to before the thing actually erupted into flames like she looked like she wanted to. Stepping forward, Maddison grabbed one of the nearby blankets off the couch and held it out to her, offering a somewhat weak smile. “Breath kid, I’m not gonna eat you or anything,” she managed to say, surprisingly in a calm voice. “Let me, grab you a shirt and some pants, alright? Then, I think, we need to sit down, eat, and figure out exactly what’s going on here, okay? Okay.” Turning away, Maddison sucked in another breath, moving down the hallway to her room, making quick work of grabbing out a t-shirt and pair of track pants.

She had to pause after a moment though, hands resting on the edge of the dresser. Damn. The cat really had to be a shifter didn’t it? Things kind of made sense now, the way the cat always seemed to understand her, and always seemed so… human-like she guessed? She still hadn’t caught up though, her mind blank of any real emotion. Straightening, she moved back into the living room, offering the items out to the girl, and giving a small shake of her head. “Damn,” she murmured, giving a small, humourless laugh. “You’re a convincing cat, you know that? The guys I know are pretty obvious that they’re not quite feline.” Stepping toward the door, Maddison waved a hand, shaking her head slightly again. “I’ll go… serve this pasta up, just come meet me when you’re ready.”

Moving off down the hall, Maddison scrubbed her face with both hands. Well, this was… not how she was expecting the day to go. That was for sure. Grabbing out two plates, she split the food between them, grabbing out a fork for both before leaning against the counter with both hands, staring at the food blankly. Well, at least the day couldn’t get any weirder could it?




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thirty-nine moons . disowned kit . biography

intro coming.

voice of: delta goodrem
based on: no one

family
mother: gingerstrike, ginger she-cat (npc)
father: silverstrider, silver tabby tom (npc)
brother: littlestrike, white tom
brother: firehawk, ginger and white tom (npc)
mentor: willowfang, tabby and white tom (deceased)

theme songs
born to try - delta goodrem

table coded by and for skyy/cougar only.

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[style=background-color:373737; padding:20px;]LILLY RACHEL HARPER ------------------------------------
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[style=background-color:373737; padding:20px;]THETA ISRAPHEL BELDON ---------------------------------
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